Outside, Inside, Inside-me

By Amanda

Outside, behind the wall of my room,

I feel the crazy world of Love and Hatred,

I see smiling and angry faces,

I know that outside the wall of my room there is people who love and hate me,

And that is all. At least that is all I need to know.

Inside, this safe room of mine,

I feel this thin wall of my room is trying hard to keep me safe from the outside world,

I see nothing but me in this small room of mine,

I know that once I’m out this feeling of safeness will be gone,

Forever.

Inside me, my thought is out,

I feel my heart beating wearily when my thought’s in the outside world,

I see my blood as pale from the outside of my skin, but

I know that if the inside me is not out This Body would soon burst.

Burst in tears, Burst in fear, Burst to clear.

Enjoy!

Hey there bloggers!

today sux i did nothing and it's boring.

Wish the day could go by faster,

I wanna finish today with a smile,

okay so, My life sux I studied overseas with my little brother,

But he won't be here next year, so i'm all alone, it's hard finding a true friend here( overseas)

I live everyday by planning my future i wanna do something fun..my dream jobs is to be an unknown millionaire (LOL... okay i think it will not happen) i wannted a job that pay me many money so that i can save money to bring my family travel with me around the world..and take very good care of them..

And i wish i have enough money to find my darling cousin's biological father..

even though my life sux i don't wanna give up yet because what makes me still going is my dreams...

My dreams of my future I'm trying hard to keep my dreams alive which is..

hard..lol i wanna travel and meet people but i will always be home too..if my family is with me right?

Bloggers Treasure your family as they're the one and only you have.

That is all for today ..

stay tune..always wanna say that! LOL